February 2012
101 posts
Intoxicating is how I describe you
I can feel the distance set in
the slow lights of your eyes
my love was golden throated
a child with the sea inside him
This is going to be an extremely boring weekend. Stuck at home and looking for jobs online…I miss you so much :(
I know I have a lot to be thankful for but sometimes I just want to take the easy way out and give up.
I’m not going to be able to see anyone in a few weeks because gas is eating up all my money. Thought I was gonna get a job but that’s never going to happen. I just wish something would pay off. I can’t stop crying.
I understand what I am still to proud to mention - to you.
Been smiling since 3:14 am :)
My uncle had a mini stroke and my grandma has bronchitis…hope everything is going to be okay.
Today started well…
I honestly don’t like social networking sites anymore. Id rather hear real voices. These websites make me feel lonely even though I’m not lonely right now. Idk. They make life feel so one dimensional for me at times. Almost industrial and cold. But I guess its the only way to stay in touch with friends anymore. I’m just delusional right now.